Suicideoscope

by Suicideoscope

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Brandon Wood
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Brandon Wood amazing, beautiful, emotional. it's very reminiscent of deathconsciousness by have a nice life, but stands on its own. it is legitimately one of my favorite finds of the year. Favorite track: I'm Not Killing Myself, I'm Faking A Sun Landing.
haybo94
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haybo94 Don't make me pick a single track. This album is fantastic through and through. Look at the bottom left of the album's page. If that combo of genres sound good, I guarantee you'll love this. Better than most of what's being released in "mainstream" "indie" like Father John Misty, Fleet Foxes, Feist (though I do love that Feist album), etc. 100% worth paying at least a bit to support them and to hear the album.
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released February 16, 2017

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Track Name: How Can Nonexistence Be Scary
let's start the day
grin out a smile
and get over with it
just because
isn't an abyss merely
a well
too lengthy for a single man's lifespan
third person vision
makes no sense whatsoever
it questions and questions the
unresolved levels of cognitive endeavors
she licked up the blood as it was still
oozing from her body
blood runs deep in
cigarette bums and or
other sorts of bums
do you
by any chance
value your life
gets me every time
not having problems is so
the environment speaks for itself
need now i mediate
existence is trivial
existence is trivial
existence is trivial
existence is trivial
existence is a trivial phase
nothingness is my ultimate gain
as a subject i'm viewed neutrally
but as a human being
that's a different subject entirely
Track Name: Concealed
you don't seem to see the seas
i knew it's disappointing to make assumptions
i knew the news before they were loose
and it's only the first glance that's amusing
you don't seem to see the seas
dawdling around pointlessly at ease oh please
no doctor could help
it's not a curable disease
you don't seem to see the seas
border of living and deceased
sparsely on our backs we throw our arms around in search
i throw my arms in search of
i had been too certain
that something will take away my sorrow's place
but in this lighting
all lightness light
saved words
unused words
were kept for nothing

i'm in the oceans
having a leisure
tasting the imagined shining of suns
captured by leisure
tasting the imagined shining of suns
Track Name: Freudian Dreamslips
ed'ing on your first
od'ing right before your last
dismiss high hopes of trying to
redefine your past self
among the unable to comprehend what you're painting
you are ed'ing on your first
od'ing right before your last
you loathe your peers and sneezed
they only cringed and laughed
you wasted trash lashed
you are fucking frozen in time by a wave
of unfiltered nonchalance
your blood crystalizes and you die
of the methods you could do to yourself
turn your head and meet me
we were on earth to learn
we were on earth to learn
we were on earth to learn
we were on earth to learn
we were on earth to learn
we were on earth to learn
we were on earth to learn
we were on earth to learn
dream steps out of this world
to avoid to
to avoid to endure
dream steps out of this world
to avoid to
to avoid to endure
Track Name: Cruising Chapels
we're wailing and wailing
test of the city
see you in the car
see you seen the car
to the cards to cartoons it spins
one two buckle my shoe
three four on the floor
one two buckle my shoe
three four dragged by misdemeanor
oh seven new student
sins go first at restaurants
many times missed stuck on the grand scheme of the world
meet you at the altar
meet you at the altar
melted churches cruising
one two buckle my shoe
three four on the floor
five six through my heart and down my ribs
i pierce my vital limbs

choke you a little bit in my car
with the seatbelts
oh hang in there hun
all tied up
i only wanted love
i only want love
choke you a little bit in my car
with the seatbelts
oh hang in there hun
all tied up
i only wanted love
i only want love
choke you a little bit in my car
with the seatbelts
oh hang in there hun
all tied up
i only wanted love
i only want love
i'm learning when to stop
i'm learning when to stop
untie my shoes and hope to fall
untie my shoes and hope to fall

i'm learning when to stop
Track Name: Transactions
chlorocyanide smothered me good any day
got me way way all the way and satisfied
up until the rays of your forms sprayed my weary eyes
i figured i should go ahead and give it a try
not gonna lie conversing felt confusing
especially in an empty football stadium and losing hard
the americans really did it this time
we've been blown ten billion miles high

but i only wanted you for the chemical
for the chemical reactions in my head
i only wanted you for the chemical
for the chemical reactions in my head

future was filled with hollywood endings
i couldn't help but gag and wish for a way out
how about some big old new year's eve fireworks
deliberately frying up our cables
and the images of each other out of one another

because i only wanted you for the chemical
for the chemical reactions in my head
i only wanted you for the chemical
for the chemical reactions in my head
Track Name: Mess Around
so you think that's pretty clever
you should listen to me in my sleep
not that i could sleep when you're near
so you think that's pretty clever
you should listen to me in my sleep
you really should sleep you know

so you guess that's pretty clever
yeah i guess
i guess i should really harm myself
like really really mess it up
cause you see it's so much fun
not that i'm no mess to start with

looking at you it's hard to accept that corpses are true
and you will be one lying face up
or shredded in pieces somewhere in an accident
your absence more visible than presence is sending me
bleak blue messengers
serving me the reality genes
and poisonous sleeps
Track Name: I'm Not Killing Myself, I'm Faking A Sun Landing
vanity was a vain subject from the start
everything that is given is just luck
but time won't do me justice just enough
it's time to shorten my biography
for the name of genius

time won't do me justice enough
for dying doesn't nearly interest me
as much as killing myself
there's something attractive about control
even though artificial

final thoughts on final days
i can't wait to stretch my legs on sun's warm surface
cat got my tongue eyes mind sighs
and took them away
blindfolded circus jump for help
off a tall structure figurehead

the facts and blood and everything
hit me over and over as i become
even less sober and shrink lonely
in a narrow grey corner
the facts and blood and everything
hit me over and over as i become
even less sober and shrink lonely
in a narrow grey corner