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Suicideoscope

by Suicideoscope

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Shadrach Minkins
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Shadrach Minkins Don't make me pick a single track. This album is fantastic through and through. Look at the bottom left of the album's page. If that combo of genres sound good, I guarantee you'll love this. Better than most of what's being released in "mainstream" "indie" like Father John Misty, Fleet Foxes, Feist (though I do love that Feist album), etc. 100% worth paying at least a bit to support them and to hear the album.
Brandon Wood
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Brandon Wood amazing, beautiful, emotional. it's very reminiscent of deathconsciousness by have a nice life, but stands on its own. it is legitimately one of my favorite finds of the year. Favorite track: I'm Not Killing Myself, I'm Faking A Sun Landing.
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let's start the day grin out a smile and get over with it just because isn't an abyss merely a well too lengthy for a single man's lifespan third person vision makes no sense whatsoever it questions and questions the unresolved levels of cognitive endeavors she licked up the blood as it was still oozing from her body blood runs deep in cigarette bums and or other sorts of bums do you by any chance value your life gets me every time not having problems is so the environment speaks for itself need now i mediate existence is trivial existence is trivial existence is trivial existence is trivial existence is a trivial phase nothingness is my ultimate gain as a subject i'm viewed neutrally but as a human being that's a different subject entirely
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Concealed 07:06
you don't seem to see the seas i knew it's disappointing to make assumptions i knew the news before they were loose and it's only the first glance that's amusing you don't seem to see the seas dawdling around pointlessly at ease oh please no doctor could help it's not a curable disease you don't seem to see the seas border of living and deceased sparsely on our backs we throw our arms around in search i throw my arms in search of i had been too certain that something will take away my sorrow's place but in this lighting all lightness light saved words unused words were kept for nothing i'm in the oceans having a leisure tasting the imagined shining of suns captured by leisure tasting the imagined shining of suns
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ed'ing on your first od'ing right before your last dismiss high hopes of trying to redefine your past self among the unable to comprehend what you're painting you are ed'ing on your first od'ing right before your last you loathe your peers and sneezed they only cringed and laughed you wasted trash lashed you are fucking frozen in time by a wave of unfiltered nonchalance your blood crystalizes and you die of the methods you could do to yourself turn your head and meet me we were on earth to learn we were on earth to learn we were on earth to learn we were on earth to learn we were on earth to learn we were on earth to learn we were on earth to learn we were on earth to learn dream steps out of this world to avoid to to avoid to endure dream steps out of this world to avoid to to avoid to endure
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we're wailing and wailing test of the city see you in the car see you seen the car to the cards to cartoons it spins one two buckle my shoe three four on the floor one two buckle my shoe three four dragged by misdemeanor oh seven new student sins go first at restaurants many times missed stuck on the grand scheme of the world meet you at the altar meet you at the altar melted churches cruising one two buckle my shoe three four on the floor five six through my heart and down my ribs i pierce my vital limbs choke you a little bit in my car with the seatbelts oh hang in there hun all tied up i only wanted love i only want love choke you a little bit in my car with the seatbelts oh hang in there hun all tied up i only wanted love i only want love choke you a little bit in my car with the seatbelts oh hang in there hun all tied up i only wanted love i only want love i'm learning when to stop i'm learning when to stop untie my shoes and hope to fall untie my shoes and hope to fall i'm learning when to stop
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Transactions 06:08
chlorocyanide smothered me good any day got me way way all the way and satisfied up until the rays of your forms sprayed my weary eyes i figured i should go ahead and give it a try not gonna lie conversing felt confusing especially in an empty football stadium and losing hard the americans really did it this time we've been blown ten billion miles high but i only wanted you for the chemical for the chemical reactions in my head i only wanted you for the chemical for the chemical reactions in my head future was filled with hollywood endings i couldn't help but gag and wish for a way out how about some big old new year's eve fireworks deliberately frying up our cables and the images of each other out of one another because i only wanted you for the chemical for the chemical reactions in my head i only wanted you for the chemical for the chemical reactions in my head
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Mess Around 04:33
so you think that's pretty clever you should listen to me in my sleep not that i could sleep when you're near so you think that's pretty clever you should listen to me in my sleep you really should sleep you know so you guess that's pretty clever yeah i guess i guess i should really harm myself like really really mess it up cause you see it's so much fun not that i'm no mess to start with looking at you it's hard to accept that corpses are true and you will be one lying face up or shredded in pieces somewhere in an accident your absence more visible than presence is sending me bleak blue messengers serving me the reality genes and poisonous sleeps
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Floaters 02:27
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vanity was a vain subject from the start everything that is given is just luck but time won't do me justice just enough it's time to shorten my biography for the name of genius time won't do me justice enough for dying doesn't nearly interest me as much as killing myself there's something attractive about control even though artificial final thoughts on final days i can't wait to stretch my legs on sun's warm surface cat got my tongue eyes mind sighs and took them away blindfolded circus jump for help off a tall structure figurehead the facts and blood and everything hit me over and over as i become even less sober and shrink lonely in a narrow grey corner the facts and blood and everything hit me over and over as i become even less sober and shrink lonely in a narrow grey corner
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SUICIDEOSCOPE

The debut self-titled album by Suicideoscope marks first cassette release by the label GHIA. This album is a sonic journey, interweaving psychedelics and sedatives.

Spanning nearly an hour, its tracks delve into a séance of self-analysis, amplifying the subject’s megalomaniac tendencies. It navigates the dichotomy of feelings ranging from omnipotence to impotence, and grapples with the tension between personal identity issues and a sense of anthropological helplessness.

Upon reflection, the album mirrors the facets of the new generation's post-modern culture, especially in the heart of Europe. It particularly resonates with themes of never-ending self-destruction driven by hedonism, anxiety, and self-judgment.

2012-2017

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released February 16, 2017

special thanks:

#5 Freudian Dreamslips: Greta A.
#6 Cruising Chapels: mastering by Mykolas J.
#7 Transactions: Martynas S.
#8 Mess Around: Laura S. & Martynas S.

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Suicideoscope Vilnius, Lithuania

A chronic solo project designed to materialize dramas and reinvent itself every step of the way.

Striving for a genuine display of vulnerability since 2012.

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